Reflection

Posted on 31 Jan 2014 @ 5:17pm by Petty Officer 1st Class Victarion Jaqen

179 words; about a 1 minute read

Shoreleave. It means...a lot to me. It is a chance to take a step back, to analyse what has happened. What will happen. There are changes in my life now, small changes that may well cascade into something different, bigger.

I am no longer Saalm's yeoman. This realisation saddened me at first, but I like Holliday. He is a good man. He is a steady man. I will enjoy arranging things for him. Secretly, I think he will be a moaner. In the 'I didn't realise I had an appointment there, what the hell' sort of moan. Not....well, the other.

I am trying to find myself again. Rediscovery, I suppose. I wonder at times at how things will progress in my life. Will I ever get over what I have seen now? Knowing that I cowered away when the Borg boarded the Galileo? Knowing I...am perceived as a coward?

It is worth it for my beliefs though. I stand by it. And eventually, I will find what it is that will make me truly at peace.

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