Quandry

Posted on 25 Nov 2015 @ 6:42pm by Commander Allyndra illm Warraquim

290 words; about a 1 minute read

"Computer start personal log, Allyndra"
[Log open]

"The events of the past few days have been harrowing to say the least but it is not so much the physical damage......but then again maybe it is.

In that place, that universe my Gerrin is still alive though different. The artist that once was seemingly washed and blurred away as though one of his water colours left in the morning mist.

The shock of seeing him, maybe the shock of the interrogation, I am not sure which or a combination but when he came and took me to the Akkadian ship.....I could not help myself from the first bite.

That is hard enough, and hard will be to say something to Lamar as well. He seemed very distressed about straying and now I have matched that. However, there is a difference.

I am a doctor and I have run the tests more than once but it seems that the encounter there has left me with a gift or a curse and definitely a dilemma.

Shall I take another matron flight and in a year again hope for K'athereth ro should I end this now? The possible child or children of not two worlds but two universes?

I have always wondered if the gods had played a cruel joke on me but is this more of that joke or is it their way to make amends for my loss or a bit of both?

As for myself could I face standing there as I once did waiting and have none return. What if that happens again? I could not bear it.

What does one do when the heart and soul are weighed with such sweet sorrow?

Computer end log"

[Log ended]

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