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Posted on 29 Apr 2015 @ 10:33pm by Lieutenant JG Grayson Jones

250 words; about a 1 minute read

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I need to be careful here. I really do.

Something has happening out of the blue, something wonderful, something happy, something that makes me feel so content in life now it is actually a little scary.

For the first time in what feels like forever, I'm in love with someone who loves me back. It has been all so quick though. Don't get me wrong, I'm not scared of the situation at all, I'm just scared it is going to be over just as quick one day. My track record when it comes to matters of the heart isn't stellar, a series of flash in the pans, one or two longer and a string of people I wanted to give more to, who only wanted one thing from me and left when they got it.

It isn't like that here...I'm sure. I need to just keep my head cool, not let my heart let me rush too much into everything. He is a lovely guy, we do have a future together, a long one all going well. I guess I am just over analysing...again. Trademark Grayson, right?

One day I will look back on this recording and smile, think how stupid I was back then, now...then? *slightly confused tone* I never understood temporal mechanics too much.

All in all, I just wanted to share how happy I am. How content my life feels. I love Tyrion, we are meant to be.

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