A Serious case of the Tribbles

Posted on 27 Sep 2014 @ 7:30pm by Petty Officer 1st Class Victarion Jaqen

275 words; about a 1 minute read

Petty Officer 1st Class Victarion Jaqen, personal log.

We are currently on alert due to the tribbles. From a pure administrative point of view, I am finding it difficult to do anything productive. I am also still awaiting the reports from the Department Heads to give to the Captain, but I know they have been busy. Frankly, I do not believe Holliday would have time to read them anyway right now.

My room mate's...sexual liaison with another member of staff caused me some embarrassment. More walking in on them than anything else. I find female sexuality and reproductions...difficult. I know I should not, but I do. I am really struggling even speaking about it and that isn't Ash's fault. She's being young. She's being free.

A freedom I wish I could grasp. I am also finding my...whatever it is with Kohl frustrating. I think I am putting more into it than he feels. That is okay, it's me misreading the situation. I just hoped...well. Hope is a strange thing. Useless at times, vital at others. I think the best thing I can do is withdraw from anything like that. Sex is far more complicated than people think. Emotions are far more complicated. No. I will step back from it all. I am no long interested. I fill pour myself into my work and take joy from it. Friends will matter more to me than ever before. But a partner?

No. Not for me. I do not need that. I don't have time for it.

Decision has been reached. Now if only I could do something about these bloody tribbles.

End log.

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