016 - Issues

Posted on 30 Dec 2013 @ 12:56am by Lieutenant Theron Rhodes

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016 - Controlled by humiliation

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It has come to my understanding that I have been reacting and making choices influenced by frustration and based on fear of humiliation. Neither is acceptable to me. My standards are too high for this. I would not accept this behavior from anyone in my command. So, I should not allow it to continue in myself either.

I have determined that the best course of action is to have some counseling sessions with Cmdr. Blake and see if we can work out some of my issues.

On a lighter note, with the assistance of Dr. Warraquim, I have a full set of hair on my head. Because of this new look, I have attracted several women aboard the ship, who have been obviously hitting on me and wanting attention from me. This does make me feel good about myself, however at the same time I do realize that these individuals do not truly know me yet and seem to only want me for physical pleasures.

It is not that I am against this type of personal fulfillment. It is just that my pubic hair has not grown out much yet from when the Le'kt took all of my hair away. Dr. Warraquim has assisted in its growth, but I am afraid that the ladies may see a difference and make some kind of comment. This obvious inadequacy in me also lends me to believe some counseling is in order.

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