015 - Controlled by humiliation

Posted on 28 Nov 2013 @ 7:18pm by Lieutenant Theron Rhodes

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Personal log - 015 - Controlled by humiliation

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The only word I can use is humiliating. I never realized something as simple as hair could control me so much as this.

The encounter with the Le'kt actually went better than i had originally calculated. However, their need for cleanliness or concern for contamination was just too much for me. I almost was not able to function as I should under the circumstance. It was only my training that kept me focused and functioning following their decontamination proceedure.

I will be going to the medical for a physical, following the encounter, and they will stimulate the hair growth on my head. But . . but . . I do not believe that I will consider the hair grown to be done anywhere else. It would be too embarrassing.

My sleeping partners, of the last few months, will have to accept my unwillingness for a few weeks. I am sure I can concoct a story, possibly relate it to my previous infection from the Hessonite Infusion virus.

So, for now,I will focus all my attention on the Le'kt and their desire to help rebuild our ship. I do not trust them and I feel that I will need to triple check any system that they touch to make sure that their influence will not become a controlling one over anyone or anything on this ship.

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