Separate But Equal

Posted on 01 Dec 2013 @ 2:50am by Lieutenant Jared Nicholas

253 words; about a 1 minute read

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I am not a religious man, spiritual perhaps, but not religious. My life is too complicated for that. But I went through a rather life changing experience. Most of it I don't even remember at all, parts I will never forget.

I may not believe in an individual God, though I am no open to that possibility, I have always believed in the individual. To lose that individuality as I did, was the single most horrifying experience I have even been through.

I have made mistakes and I have regrets in my life, but I was always confident that I would learn from them and become a better person

But to lose that ability, to lose my person hood, to become part of the Universe damned collective would have ended any chance of that.

Thank God, I was rescued. I know now more than ever that it is time to quit playing around with my life. To find someone to truly settle down with and have a life. No more nice shoes lets fuck.

No more looking for Mr or Mrs Right Now, I need to look for Mr. or Mrs. Right. Not that I am rushing to get involved with anyone, but no more trips to the kitchen that turn into a carnal midnight snack.

I can't just erase being a smart ass, that just comes natural, but I can tone it down a bit.

I can change, I have to change. Hell I might even see a shrik,^=^

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