Office crush

Posted on 30 Mar 2015 @ 3:56am by Lieutenant Tuula Voutilainen M.D.

270 words; about a 1 minute read

Computer, begin log.

Argh! I just can't seem to get him out of my head!

It's funny how feelings of forbidden love can be the most intense. Ever since Rebecca helped me understand my true feelings for Olsam, I haven't been able to stop thinking about him. He's intelligent, handsome, blue... what else could a girl want?

I've been cooped up in this tiny sickbay on this tiny ship for the past couple days while he's been acting as Chief Medical Officer on the Galileo. After being fake-married to him for weeks on end, every day without him feels like torture.

Of course, he is my superior officer, and my mentor for this residency training. It's these damn Starfleet regulations. The fleet expects us to be perfect little automatons, identical little robots with no emotions, no individuality, and no passion. If it weren't for all these damn rules and regulations, I'd be all over him like a Bolian at an all you can eat buffet.

If we get together and people find out, I'll be reassigned at best and drummed out of the fleet at worst. Even making a move on him is taking a big risk with my career. But how can I risk letting the man of my dreams slip away?

I have a surgery with him tomorrow. It's some sort of experimental surgery Allyndra is planning. I'm so excited, just to see him again. Hopefully I'll be able to control myself. With all these Starfleet regulations, the last thing I want to do is tip my hand too early.

But... he's just so dreamy...

Computer, end log.

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