Inaugural Entry: Reflections

Posted on 19 Jul 2014 @ 11:39pm by Lieutenant JG Grayson Jones

325 words; about a 2 minute read

=/\= Computer, begin log =/\=

Well, I am finally settled here on the Galileo, at least I think I am. It has been an interesting time to say the least. People pretending to be younger, senior...single. Point number one for the counselling session.

I have to admit, the ship is small. Much smaller than I would have thought, I mean... I even have to share quarters with someone. All be it a mighty fine, handsome someone, but sharing none the less. I haven't shared with anyone since the Academy and even then I had my own room past first year because my room mate dropped out.

Anyway, the real reason I am starting this, I need to get a lot of things out in the open before I either blurt them out or have them excised during counselling. He was in touch again. Just after I think I have gotten over everything, Captain Wonder there goes and sends me a message, asking how I am, he wants to talk. He can'e leave well enough alone! First he steps in trying to get me onto his ship for the cadet cruise, when that doesn't work, dumps me. Then there is the whole farewell drinks business that people will need dynamite to get out of me again.

Arrgh! Oh and for future me to remember, that was me screaming into a pillow. Oh and crying. Don't forget the crying.

He hurt me, I need to remember that. I do. My heart can't flutter every time I see his name. My head can't hate it either. He hurt me.

*There is a long pause, a few sobs heard in the background*

There, that is done for another year. I hope this time if I do not respond he won't be back in touch.

=/\= Computer, end log. Encrypt using personal codes. Lock away in folder 1 - X. If this isn't replayed within 6 months, set to delete. =/\=

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