Progress and disappointment

Posted on 19 Feb 2014 @ 4:14pm by Commander Allyndra illm Warraquim

407 words; about a 2 minute read

"Computer open personal log Allyndra"

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"Well, now back from my visit to my home world. I must say it was quite an adventure and I have come away feeling more refreshed and hopeful then I have in many years.

The Guild Council surprised me by giving me permission to research into the archives and from there it was perhaps one of my greatest joys. The information we retrieved helped Andreus heal and return to normalcy with so far no side effects except one. The gene insertion while successful does not appear to have fully lasted and the genes finally rejected. That was a disappointment but it pointed the way that perhaps with more work and effort we can make it a more permanent part.

That was one joy, but the other and I have to admit that it was exciting was the Fold Ship. That another knows about it is one thing that even he seems to think that it might be a dangerous thing for many to know yet about confirmed what I have come to think as well. However, be that as it may be, it was a joy to finally get to use one. Oh, I learned a lot but no one would allow any to actually use one, but such a fascinating thing, and it is a wonder of those long gone that they achieved such things.

I really should not have taken it for a journey but even I have my temptations. That reminds me, speaking of temptations of Lamar.
I enjoyed my time at his home and he at mine. Perhaps I have moved too fast, but it is within my own nature to do so when my mind is made up. The Guild Mistress always wondered if there was just a touch of the A'ksu left within me, that impulse to do without thinking through the consequences. Perhaps, but perhaps I am no different than others either, we all get so lonely and to have someone even if it is to share a brief fling with fills a whole in my hearts that has remained empty for so long.

Time will tell on that if it will move forward or if it was but a brief thing. For now though there was some disappointment there was also progress and I am for the first time in many years very happy with my life.

Computer end log.

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